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Overall Results

ok this is my real overall results to end the Term(Term One).
For me I think I did a good job for my results and I will promise to work harder.
My Mum said she will be sending me to tuiton if I don't improve on my marks especially my Maths but I told her that I will work hard since I hate tuiton! It's just that it's a new Term and new topic and new Subjects and I just have to get use to it. So yeah, I will try to work hard.
So here are my results:

English Language (Syll A) 55.0
Malay N(A) 69.0
Mathematics (Syllabus A) 58.0
Science (PHY, CHEM) 47.0
Combined Humanities (S,G) 47.0
Food & Nutrition 48.0

Those that are in BOLD is the subjects that I had pass but those that are in BOLD and ITALIC are the subjects that I had fail. Eventhough this is just for Term One I feel that I still need to work hard and acheive what my Mum want's me to acheive. So that I won't be going for tuiton since I hate tuiton with class in it. I just want a private tuiton but my mum reject it since she don't wanna spend a lot of money. But what the heck if its for my studies why can't she come out with some money just to make me happy so that I can pass and make her happy. Sometimes I find her pathetic and selfish. It's her daughter she's talking about and she wanna be selfish! omg! Sometimes I wonder if she really really loves me or not. But wadever. I wanna prove her wrong. I wanna prove to her that I don't need any more tuiton! Hais. My life is so UNFAIR! Sometimes the only way to get out of this miserable life is by quietly going out of this world. Leaving my loved ones on Earth while I go... Sometimes I think of this. But I know that doing that mistake will make me have sins instead. And of course I don't want it. So yeah just have to struggle on my own. But wadever it is, I seriously don't want any tuiton.

Thank You Mum.
Wanna revise.
buhnye:)

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