I rather listen than talk

i just don't understand you guys. Sometimes i find you guys pathetic i don't know why. Well you guys said you hate her and in the end, well you all seems so close to her. Anything you will ask her and leave me one side. It's not that i am jealous or what but i felt hurt okayy. you guys just don't see it. You may think that i am ok on the outside but in the inside? Do you think about my feelings? You don't even bother to ask what's wrong with me. Sometimes i hate all of you. Well one day you say you hate her and the next day suddenly you become her best friend! Come on? Who doesn't feel hurt? It's like whatever you guys told me before was a lie... And i hate liars! Seriously. Now the pain from my lump is coming from not only her but from all of you. Thanks alot for being my friends for the time being. Thanks yeah. I appreciate it much. Only true friends will know how i feel. But like you guys. Well what a waste knowing you guys. I'm sorie to say this but yeah no offence. But thanks yeah for everything. I appreciate your friendship but you have push my sufferings to far. And i can't take it anymore. But thanks yeah for everything. And i promise i won't forget all of you. But i just wanna know why are you guys so close to her? What happen to all our secrets? Huh? What happen about 'I'll always be there for you"? What happen to all that? What went wrong? I miss our old friendship. And just because of the fight, you guys change a lot. And what i meant by change is seriously change in attitude and all towards me. I'm crying ok. Cuse the lump is hurting me and so are you guys. I'm sorie to say this but i'll never forget ou friendship together. From now on let me go my way and i'll let you guys go on your way and i'll promise never ever to sit with you guys and try to know your secrets and all. Let's just go our own way from now on. Thanks yeah for understanding. But i'll miss you guys :)

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