I rather listen than talk

Final straw

This is the last straw. I tried my very best to not give this friendship up and i tried my very best to not give up on her but it's not working. Every night i'll try some ways not to hate her but my feelings took control over me. She doesn't appreciate whatever i had done for her. Aisha and Fit have been telling me not to give up and try to be okay with her, but seriously today was the last day. The way she reply to everything i have said shows that she doesn't care whether this friendship would last or break. Whereas i've been crying and telling myself not to hate her. I hate to lose a friend like her but she just doesn't care. I know i'm nothing to her. I know i'm not that important to her anymore. It's okay, i know where i stand.

I just wasted my tears on a friend like her. I'm fucking crying right now and the only one whose asking and comforting me is Fit. She knows how i was struggling not to give up on her. I'll be happy as long as you are happy. I'm wiling to separate from NAFAS just to see you happy. Just remember i've struggled a lot because of you BUT you don't seem to care.