I rather listen than talk

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Don't ever pissed me off when i'm having PMS cause i swear i won't entertain nor look you in the eyes anymore. Stop pestering me to tell what i'm feeling when i just said there's nothing wrong, it really feels irritating to have to entertain you and keep saying nothing's wrong when really there is nothing wrong. Sometimes it's just better to keep my mouth shut and just listen. Cause like what they say, words are much sharper than knife. Say the wrong thing and you might hurt the other party without you even knowing.

Tsk, i'm such a bad ass now a days. Slept infront of the lap-top for, let's see, 4 times already. Yeah i know like WTF right? But seriously, i'm really feeling damn shagged now a days. With 2 shoots in hand. And NLE & VP2 Assignments finishing last minute. I just hope i can stay strong and wait til November ends then i swear i'll sleep like pig! I just need to endure til the end of November then i can really sleep like there's no tomorrow.

Today is Hari Raya Haji! Mum and Kak Awyn's busy preparing for today! Yeay! Excited i guess? But i'm still not that good terms with both my parents yet. We did talk but for a few seconds then we'll walk away. What i usually do when i reach home from school is, shake hands with them - head to the room - go toilet to bathe - head back to room - and stay there til i fall asleep plus surf the web. Yeah, that's my routine everyday. I really sound like a stranger right now. Yeah and that's how i'm feeling right now too. A stranger even in my own home. I really missed the good old times with both my parents. Now a days i'm very hot-tempered, even i notice it. I just hope today will be a good day and we'll enjoy ourselves. The most important thing is to be in good terms with my parents again before Fly By Night 2010.

Yesterday we did our NLE Test and just when i thought i fail, i actually passed! Yeay! Isin't it funny when after you've taken a test and you felt like you did badly and thought that you will fail but you end up passing. Yeah, that's what i'm feeling right now. Alhamdulilah i passed y NLE. Even though i did not study that much for NLE, i was really shocked that i passed NLE. But still overall, i preferred Practical than Theory. Practical is much more fun plus we get a hands on experience while Theory is going through word by word in the textbook, which is not exactly my cup of tea to study.

Alright, i'm really freaking sleepy right now. So i think i'll head to bed early today. BYEEEE! ^^