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Somethings i've been keeping for a while
![]() Just like what i wrote on my FB Page: I rather listen than talk. This is so freaking true right now. In school i tend to keep quiet quite often. I rather listen to all my friends story rather than talk and telling bullshits about my life. In school i'm a completely different person while at home i'm another different person. I don't share secrets that much with NAFAS anymore. Seriously, it's better if i just shut the fuck up and just use my ears to listen. It's way way way much better. School was really fun i guess. Each day becoming really great. But i tend to tire myself out really quick. I don't know why but ever since i've gotten well from my sickness, i don't really have the mood for enjoyment. It's like i laugh for the sake of making the people around me happy. I've browse through people's FB Profile and i came across this friend of mine and he wrote: A Fake Smile Isn't A Happy Smile, and it kept me thinking maybe i am faking a smile each day. Hmm, i don't see the importance of being happy when i myself am not really that happy. Life's really bored each night. Taking the Course DAVP really had me thinking that i really have no life. I can't go out have Family Outing like i used too. I can't go to the Gym anymore now that i'm really busy. School's start freaking early in the morning and ends freaking late in the afternoon. Seriously, no life at all. Wake up in the morning just to go to school and i'll leave school around 6 like that and if i hang out with friends after that i end up reaching home at 8 at night. Tsk. And this is what makes me feel really really tired each day. On another note, i'll be having my Phase Test today at 9. I'll be grouping with Amirah and Amin. The last 3 people to take Phase Test. And today the whole class will be there too. Oh my, i really hope they won't be in the same room with us taking Phase Test. I just can't concentrate with a lot of eyes on me. I really hope Amin will show up. If not, i think i'll rather die than take 2 people only. Fingers Cross, hopefully i'll pass Phase Test! (",) Alright then. I'm really sleepy right now so i think i'll end here. BYEEEEEE! ^^ tagboard
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