I rather listen than talk

What basically is a good and bad day

I swear i hate today morning. Omg, i freaking fail my Phase Test! I don't know what happen but when i get started on the Steadicam, it's like all of a sudden i was lost and i didn't know what to do next. But the funny thing is that during Practical i can like freaking do the Steadicam and even help other groups! But during Phase Test is like all of a sudden i don't know what to do next. I was so lost. Jib? We got the Traveller Jib and i was doing assembling everything well until Mr Boi said 'Don't spoil my equipment'. From there my mind totally went blank. I was like remembering everything from the video then when he said that my mind totally went blank. I forgot all about the video i had memorise for Traveller Jib. Omg, one thing, we really screw up for Phase Test just now. Tsk. I'm really disappointed in myself :(

But the day couldn't get worst with my College having the Career Fair and i swear College East, Simei was damn packed with students from other ITEs. Wah really, it's like a carnival there. And it kept me wondering, why they don't wanna have the Career Fair at ITE CCK instead, since it's much more bigger and it's new too. Really packed. Met up with Nabilah, she's from ITE Bedok, for a while then she went home. She said the Career Fair was really boring. HAHA. Tsk, next year then i would be going to this event.

NLE was rather fun i guess. Tsk, bonded with Mr Joel and Mrs Raudhah. Like yeah, shocking right? HAHA. Bt then we were also clearing some shits about our VP2 shoot. So today's lesson is more laid back and not those stress-finishedupassignmentsonthespot time. I even get to have a short nap just now. Wah, in an air-con room, you'll sleep really comfortably. But sadly, today we went back home early. But i was lucky to bump into a couple of my friends, and so the slacking game begins. HAHA. Reach home at about 7 plus coming to 8 and i had a little argument with Dad. Tsk, seriously the day could not have been any better. Since i had a little argument with Dad, Mum seems to be joining forces with Dad. Both parents are ignoring me right now. It really breaks my heart seeing my Dad give up on me. Yeah, he really gave up on me already, just because of that little argument we had. Omg, i really feel like a stranger even in my own house right now. My family and me are like two different strangers. As days goes by, i can see i'm like drifting further away from my family. Which is kind of sad, but i'm getting use to it already.

I really hate people keeping secrets from me. It gets me agitated and makes me feel restless you know. Like seriously if you prefer to keep it to yourself, then keep all your secret mode to yourself. Don't sit beside me and go sighing and telling me bullshits and when i wanna know what actually happen, you tell me you can't tell me because it's a secret. Then in the first place, why the hell did you even come to me sighing and telling me bullshits when you wanna keep it as a secret? Tsk, it doesn't even makes sense you know.

Ouh and if you're really happy texting anyone, stop looking at me and smilling like as if i share the same happiness as you. It really makes me feel irritated. I know you're freaking happy that someone's texted you but you don't need to smile from ear to ear, and if people ask why, you just give us a smile. Pathetic much? Tsk, keep your expression to yourself. Seriously, i really hate it.

Today, both good and bad happen. So i guess today's a both good and bad day for me. Well, today Aisha and Amirah will be taking their VP2 Class Test Re-Test and i wish them both luck! BYEEEEE! ^^