I rather listen than talk

Feelings left aside

When you hate someone you'll start labeling that person 'Bestfriend'(in a sarcastic way), 'Kawan Kau'(when you actually know that person name). 'Your BFF' and etc. Wah, i didn't know history will repeat itself. Now i know what it's like to be labeled as one of the above. But nah it's okay. At least i apologise in a sincere way and won't take any revenge. Let them be happy with what their calling me. It's okay. I'll give in.

I have TOO MUCH drama in ITE rather than when i was in Secondary. Amira told me 'Wouldn't it be good if ITE Friends were like Secondary School then there won't be too much drama going on.' And i totally agree with her. In Secondary School, yes i do fight with my friends and get misunderstandings and have backstab each other but we'll usually get over it in a day or two but now in ITE, it's a totally different story. Too much drama, even i sometimes can't handle it. People say when we're growing older, we'll be matured enough to think what's best for ourselves but now as i see it, it's like the opposite of what they say.

I'm 17 this year and i'm fighting with friends like as though we're 9 year olds. Tsk. So much of being matured at the age of 17. Thank god that one year in ITE is ending soon and i'm kinda looking forward to next year, the last year, hopefully, in ITE or in DAVP. Drama that i can't really handle, it has to end soon. I can't wait to meet people with the same age and maturity thinking as me. And i hope, all this drama won't happen again.

December, wah, what a fast 2010. I learn that not everyone in life that i've met can actually be trusted. Only some and certain people can be trusted, and that's even hard to find. Next year, i'm willing to make friends and be close with my classmates. Try not to hang out with the same clique all over again. Let's try being close to my classmates whom i just treat like classmate this year. It's time for a change next year. I just hope 2011 will be a good year and no nonsense ever occurred again.

Oh well, Tumblr is currently down which makes it double the boring right now. When i'm bored, that's the only thing i'll do. Tumblr, reblogged posts that have something to do with my life plus feelings. Tumblr is the place where all my feelings are portrayed through pictures. Oh well, i'll try again later. Hopefully it'll work like normal again.