I rather listen than talk

Fuck my life

Wow great. Two scenarios just happened in one night. And i'm tearing up right now. Couldn't my life get any better? Seriously Sab, what a great drama you have right now. You have people that you can't trust anymore. You have someone that just hates you without knowing any better. Hais, this is what i meant by TOO MUCH drama. I really can't handle it much longer. One day i'll really break down.

I really don't know what to say to you anymore Friend. You told me you hate lying to people but here you are lying to me and putting up an act infront of me. Like i say, 'Don't blame me if i don't trust you anymore' Hey, you're the one who started on all this mess. I didn't wanna tell you but you keep forcing me to tell. I didn't want the truth to be out but then again you forced me. Thank you so much for everything. You were once a great friend and i trusted you with everything until now. Everything change. I don't know how to face you later. I'm really sorry everything have to happen. Yeah you apologize, but give me some time to trust you back.

I really need someone i can talk to right now. I wish i was with my EV Friends right now. The only group of friends i can share secrets with. I miss talking on the phone with them and sharing about ITE life. Oh fuck it. I have such a miserable life.