I rather listen than talk

missing

I wanna be like K and A. One day fight and the next their back to normal. Like really, it's as though they've never had that fight even. Oh my, i really really really miss EV Mates. And i'm like saying this for like a lot of times, especially 403 Class of 2009. I miss chatting with Bao Ren. I miss the Girls, Aisyah, Adillah, Atiqah, Amira, Azilah and Hakimah. The 7 of us always seen together. Even the teachers there notice it. I miss that. I miss going out and hanging out with Keyreen, Ayyn, Farna and Marhamah. I miss my NCC Mates, batch 2009, both Girls and Boys. I miss Sir Farhan(NS Sir)! HAHA! I miss the boys in my class, the ones whom i'm close too, Tajuddin, Shahril, Kahirul, ESPECIALLY ACAP & ALFIAN! Damn i miss those two! The closest guy friends i ever had. I miss Secondary Life.

Went out with Family today and we went for a 3.5km trekking. Damn i swear it was tiring. Walking down those trail reminds me of NCC. I miss those times. But i had a lot of good shots i guess. I really had fun with Family.

You didn't text. I know cause i lied and said that i was busy. I didn't want you to text me anymore because i'm not ready to trust your words this time. You said you'll wait for me. Let's see how long your willing to wait for me this time round. I'm just afraid of history being repeated this time. Last time i enjoy texting you but then you left, just like that, until 23rd December you began texting me back. Which makes me think whether you're sincere this time or you just never change. The first text you send me was 'Hi hello :)' I remember that day when i receive your text, idk whether to reply or to ignore it, but i did replied, late. And ever since i replied your text i can't help but to look at my phone whether you've replied or not but you didn't, until i was about to go in Johor that you texted me. I can't believe you're in rugby. I know you're texting other girls too, apart from me. But oh well, let fate decide this time. You left once, you came back and i gave you a chance. Now it's time for you to prove it to me whether you're sincere or not.

I miss this alot! Remember girls after Graduation we went back home and went to Soul Garden to celebrate us ending Sec 4. That day was really an enjoyable one. I really had fun. I miss you girls terribly! Aisyah, i miss gossiping and sharing everything with you. You're one of the girls whom i'm really close with and we don't have any secrets between each other. I miss the old us seriously. Hakimah, bestf since Sec 1! I miss your jokes and how you try to make us laugh eventhough all of us were tense. And i remember when it was N Level, we were goofing outside the Hall laughing plus joking and you were one corner revising and you told us to be serious and we listen to you. Damn i miss it. Atiqah, another friend whom i was close with. I miss your randomness. I miss your laugh! I miss you telling us about Mr H and gossiping about him. And i miss you teaching me Maths. Remember how weak i was in Maths and you came and help me? Well, yeah i remembered that. I miss you. Adillah, a korean addict in the group. I miss you telling me to hear this song and watch the MV of it. And i miss you telling me to watch Koran Dramas. I miss sharing anything with you that's related to korean. I miss sharing secrets with you. Remember last time we fight, but then we got over it? And we're as close as we can be. I miss that. Amira, bestf for 3 years and still counting. I miss everything about you. From the fact that i can lay down on you and from the fact that you're really kind-hearted and willing to make us happy. I miss that. I miss how you're always talking about K! HAHA. And not forgeting Mr W. I miss your jokes and laughter. Your that bubbly friend in the group that has positive energy to give out. Azilah, damn i miss everything about you. From the fact that we shared a lot about Mr H & Mr F. And your always giving me, i mean us, motivation and support for our education. Enough said, you're like out team leader. Motivating us and making sure we make it through together. I miss all of you girls! Let's bygones be bygones aites and start everything fresh. I miss you girls! :(