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Unexplained feelings

I'm feeling quite down right now. I don't really know why but i'm feeling very very very sad right now. I'm trying to cheer up but i don't know, the sadness in me is taking control i guess. I was very quite at home today, til mum taught that i was having problems or issue but i don't know why. Anyways, i painted my nails black for a few hours, to perfection, but i had to remove it cause mum and dad said that it looks too gothic on me and my nails looked dirty but i kind of like my nails to be black. But nvm, i'm painting my nail to some color that's the same as my nail color.

Sorry girls i didn't meet you guys yesterday. Had to help mum baked muffins since she wanna bring to work today cause she had a little celebration i guess. Idk, office celebration, which i'm still too young to understand. I wanna meet you girls but i woke up late and mum came home early and told me to stay at home and help her baked. Sorry yeah.

I had fun baking with mum but inside i suddenly felt sad. Idk why. Hais, i want this sadness to go away. I'm freaking crying right now. Haiss, unexplained feelings.