I rather listen than talk

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Sometimes when i'm with my friends, i always feel left out, idky, but nah i always try to laugh and enjoy myself but deep down, only God knows how i am hurting inside. It's okay, i always try my best to look happy infront of them, let me feel sad behind them., i hope i really know how to handle my feelings well.

Oh well, had a little gateway to Johor on the 23 of December with Ninie, Aidah, Fit, Amirah, Gwen and Ninie's Mum, since she's driving us and i have to admit i did have fun. We didn't share anything together that much but we did enjoy ourselves. Thanks to Ninie's Mum for driving us to Johor and back to Singapore safely. And thanks for treating us Breakfast, Lunch, Movie, Dinner and Sheesha that day. And i bought a Camera Bag there for RM59.90, which is $29 +++ in Singapore. Dad gave me RM67 and i only spent RM59.90. I really had fun. The trip back home was spent on sleeping, i guess. Really tired. All of us were suppose to be sleeping over at Ninie's Condo but i had to go home lat minute cause i had a Family BBQ the next day. But i really had fun.

Family BBQ was damn fun. But sometimes, even jokes has it's limits. You know like how when your aunties and uncles are making a joke out of you and you can handle the first few minutes of the joke but eventually you'll lose your patience because the jokes they are making are quite extreme and you can't take it anymore that you end up losing your temper? Well that's how i felt during the 2nd day of BBQ. I was about to swear at them but then i end up thinking that they are my relatives and it will be rude if i lose my temper just like that and so i let it go. They are lucky that they are my relatives, if not i swear i'll curse them already. Kay let's put that aside, but i really had fun. Uncle Yussof end up telling us, the teenagers, ghost stories, which is true and he has experience it since he was a Director once, which makes me feeling goosebumps all over my arms. The story was quite scary but i really had fun.

Sunday and Monday i spent this two days at home. I really miss my Friends. Hey girls, where have you girls been? Let's go out one day aites? I'm freaking bored at home. Tomorrow, Tuesday, i'll be accompanying my Grandma to see her friend since the last time she wanted to go, something came up. Then i'll get to meet my cute little nieces! Danish Anaqi, Dwi Ariana and Dahlia Alia. Awww, i miss them! And i'll get some MAC Make-ups from Mak Min for free! Yeay! Oh yeah, Congrats Abg Aaaron for winning an Award during the Anugerah Skrin 2010 (Malaysia). You won 2 tickets to LA. HAHA. Going there again? Give me the tickets sudah, i'll sell it :P

BYEEE! ^^