Sabrina Samri
19 years old. ITE College Central, 1st year(Pioneer Batch). H. Nitec in Performance Production.

I rather listen than talk
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Life's a bitch right now. Someone take a gun that's loaded with bullets and just shot me right through my heart. No i don't mean it literally but you do get it right? Life's been such a hell lately. It's testing my patience into dealing with everything right now. I've been getting nightmares, chest pain, heartaches, difficulty in breathing and insomnia. I wish there's someone out there that really really know what i've been through and what i've been feeling all this while. Mixed emotions for sure. Feelings of sadness, depressed, emotional, angry, betrayed, sensitive and backstabed by people whom i was close with once.

When you're holding back to something that hurts you so much and could cause emotional breakdown and finally letting everything go to someone you could trust can be like as though you're out from the nightmare that you've been in. Thank you once again Friend for everything. I swear i was holding back my tears when i tell you everything. If only we can meet up, then you'll know how i really really really feel deep down. I know how much you've missed her just as much as i missed her too. But like what you said, there's nothing we can do about it. She has new friends. Let her be happy. One day she'll realize what she did and she'll come back to her senses soon. But for now, let us be the ones whose unhappy while she's out there happy with her new friends. Who are we to stop her from friending other people.

I don't wanna fight nor i hate fighting. That's why i've been holding back everything. All i can do now is to not bother with them that much and just concentrate in my studies. Sorry Gwen and Keng Hao for not Skype-ing with you guys. I swear i had no mood. I know you guys wanted to cheer me up, but i'm really sorry. If i'd Skype with you guys i swear you'll see me cry instead of laughing. Cause watching you guys trying your best to cheer me up can bring me to tears, it shows what good friends i have. I promise once i'm okay and steady with everything then i'll share everything with you guys. Cause the friend that usually share everything with me don't share anything with me at all now. And i'm really sad.

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