I rather listen than talk

Never ending to this 'Left Out' feeling

See. It's obvious. I know where i stand. But i'm not gonna let that ruin my happiness. I'm gonna show everyone a BIG smile no matter how much it's hurting me on the inside. I'll be fine. I've been born to vent everything inside and still be okay. Agrh why is God giving me such a bad life? I know i should be happy with the life that i'm in now but everyday there will always be something to make me sad. To pull my smile down into a frown. To make me cry myself to sleep every night. Why? Why am i always sad this past few days? Why can't i be the happy Sabrina that alway makes people around me happy? If God wants me to live my life in misery like this then i'm thankful for the life that He has given me. I just hope one day i can turn that frown of mine into a smile. I really hope so.

I wanna go out with my Secondary Schoolmates. But their busy working. At least when one of us is having a problem we would always meet up no matter how late it is and how last minute it is. We'll always call for a meet up. Girls & Guys, one day we should meet up and get drunk and get sober together. We shall share everything that had happen to us and sleep with our make-ups on. We shall run around like little kids under the rain like we usually do. I miss you all. And i can't wait for those of you whose coming to ITE Simei on April. I bet i'll be excited to see you all. And we could like hang out after school and slack under the void decks or in school. I miss you hunks and babes!

Kay i feel so emoshit today. No everyday i feel so emo. But nah, that song up there gain my attention today. Happiness by Alexis Jordan (",)