I rather listen than talk

Never expect anything

To avoid disappointment, don't have any expectations.

That's why i'm not putting my hopes up this time. Let fate decide. Kalau ader rezeki, insyallah akan dapatnyer. Tapi kalau tk der rezeki, banyak doa. At least i'm forking out half of the payment. The risk i have to take. But nah, i'm not gonna put on high hopes for this. Cause i did it last year but nothing happen which makes me unhappy and sad. So just let fate roll the dice this time. If i get it, i swear i'll be the happiest person on earth!

Anyways, they always say 'Keep your friends close but your enemies closer.' I've experienced this before and i bet there's tons out there who have experience the same thing as me. Well, when someone hates you, you can actually tell and feel that that person hates you. Even though you don't know why, but you'll just know that that person hates you. Yup last year i've experienced it. Someone hates me without knowing me fully, and now, i'm freaking close to her. When i have a problem, i'll share it with her and vice versa. We usually chat on MSN when i'm not busy with assignment. That's why they say, 'Don't judge a book by it's cover.'

Today was Studio Production(STP) the whole day and i can say well, i did bond with my group members and i did have fun. Even though it's our first time handling the equipments there but i had fun. So far i've become the Teleprompter, Lighting Man/Woman, Camera Operator and Camera Assistant. Well i was doing ok at first right til when my Lecturer came to me and spot my mistakes, that's why suddenly i lose my focus. That's why i say, 'Don't pressure me, i don't work well under pressure.' But oh well, i really had fun today. And yes i did learn a lot. Thanks to my group, SWEE SWEE PRODUCTION! (",)

Alright, after 2 weeks of not going for Youth Alive, i'm finally going tomorrow. My classmates have already bought their uniforms except for me, so yeah odd one out for the day. But nah, i'm gonna stay positive even though my heart is having bad feelings for tomorrow. Hopefully everything goes well though. Alright till here then.

BYEEE! ^^