I rather listen than talk

Fake my entire final year

It's hard being me now a days. I don't know. When i say something, people will get offended. When i do something, people will hate me. So might as well i fake myself through this entire Final Year in ITE right? Sometimes faking yourself to others is the only way. Cause sometimes people hate you for being who you are. I have someone who hates me for no reason(not gonna put in the name here of course). Sorry to whoever that got offended or angry at me, but that's just me you know. I'll try my best not to pissed you guys off anymore. Though it is hard, but what can i do? I prefer seeing others happy rather then see them with a frown on their faces. Let me be the one who is sad on the inside. At least i know how to control my emotions. Why am i always the bad one :(

I don't know. But i keep too many things inside me. I don't share with people my problems. Instead i give people advices but i myself don't heed the advices i have given. I don't know how long i can control my emotions. All i'm asking is for somebody, be it a stranger or a close friend, to listen to all my problems and solve it with me. It's hard. All i'm asking for is a listening ear but instead what i got is the other way round, i'm always the listening ear. It's okay. Life is really unfair. Just got to live it.

It's okay. Let me take the blame. I'm used to it already.