I rather listen than talk

I hate that feeling :(

Seeing you type that in your status just made my heart crash into a million pieces. I swear i hope that my eyes are playing a trick on me but i read it for more than 20 times i swear and it's the same piece of sentence that i had read earlier. It's really sad. I don't wat a Friend like you to leave us forever at this young age. You were the best among us. Eventhough you're very fickle and fragile you still made us laugh and shared everything with us. IF you leave us, i know that you will be going to somewhere much more better and i know you will be happier there. Maybe HE loves you more than us. I'll pray for your health alright my Friend. For now, please be tough and continue fighting your way through live. I miss the old us, hanging out under the block or at Castle after school. I miss that.

I just hope that everything will be alright. Seeing someone close to me leave at this young age, i will breakdown for sure. But nah, always think positive right now. At least he's still here with us, enjoying his time before it's up. I know he can feel that his time on Earth is going to be up soon. Alright let's not think about it anymore. Let's focus on school or life.

Tomorrow i'll start school at 10 in the morning and i'll be having Audio the whole day, both Practical and Theory. And i think i'm looking forward for tomorrow though my heart will still be worried for my Friend. But i hope tomorrow i'll be busy enough not to think of him for the moment. I'm currently watching Nur Kasih right now and finally Aliyya & Aidil is married already. Thank God. Hopefully Sarah will stop playing her games since their married already. Nur Kasih, a show where i think a lot of people enjoy watching. The storyline really makes me interested in the show and i'll never get bored of it.

Kay i'm talking crap. I wanna eat soon since parents bought for me food. Hehs, lapar! Kay BYEEEE! ^^