I rather listen than talk

Especially for my bestf

Sigh, i'm not in a good mood now. My bestf has lot's of problems and all i've been helping is giving him hopeless advices. I can't, i'm not in the right state of mind to give him advices cause i myself am down this past few days. Only he knows how much i feel like quiting and now finally it hit him. I just hope he won't follow what i feel like doing. He has a much better chance to score well. He listened and cheered me up the other day and i'm trying to do the same now but overall it's not helping him. Why can't i be a good friend towards him. I just hope he opens up his eyes and stop all these bullshit before he really gets hurts.

And as for me, i really need to change my mindset. I have no one else to talk to except for my family and my bestf. Sigh, what a pathetic life i have. Yes i have lot's of friends it's just that i don't wanna bother them with my problems. They seem not to care that much about me, so it's rather better if i shared it with my bestf. At least he care. But for now, i'll keep everything to myself cause he needs the attention he can get from us all.

School has been tough. I pity my awesome friends who didn't get to submit their assignments on time. Shit happens guys, don't make that the reason to why you wanna quit. Slowly we'll help each other out aites. I'm having much more fun in school. But i'll be better if i was with my Awesome friends. I kind of miss hanging out with them although i'm the odd one out. Sigh, i wanna hang out with them like before. Joke around. Learn new language from them. Those times were definitely the best time of my live.

Alright i have nothing else to update. I shall stop here. BYEEEEEEEE! ^^