I rather listen than talk

Giving up slowly

I give up. I really give up. If i were that important in your life, you'll try your best to save this friendship but it looks like i'm the only one whose putting in the effort. Seriously i give up already. We're close to being strangers anytime soon. You acted normal infront of everyone else but when i'm there you'll either ignore me or talk little to me. I know i said i won't be posting about my bestf anymore but i can't help it. This will me my last post for sure cause basically i've given up on him.

Nice. You're actually a friend-snatcher eh girl. I didn't know you were that good. Really. A round of applause for you my friend. Keep up the good work. I don't really know what happen but really i'm trying to not give a fuck about you. I'll be there when you need someone to give their listening ears too. Don't worry i'll still listen to your problems.

Nice, this past few days during this school week. A lot of my classmates have been trusting me to keep their secrets. Not trying to brag or what but everytime people tell me their secrets i feel like i have a big duty to keep it sealed. I feel like i've worked my way up and people have been trusting me more. When you've trust me, i'll work to make you believe i can.

I didn't get selected for Jack Neo's movie. Sigh nevermind, shall not give up. I shall find work to do during the hols. Or i can meet Vanessa. Yes i know Van you'll read my blog. Hehs, we really should meet up one day and just talk about everything :D

Kay i didn't sleep the whole day yesterday and now it's 2:00 in the morning. So i guess i i shall head to bed. Really really really tired :/ BYEEEE! ^^