I rather listen than talk

I miss my bestf

They say that sharing is caring but you don't share anything with me anymore. Sigh, i got to know about what actually happened from her instead of from you. I admit, i was quite sad cause you usually share everything with me but all of a sudden you don't share anymore.

I'm dreading for tomorrow. Not because i have 2 test, i don't mind having those 2 test, but because i'm dreading to face you and act like everything's alright when it's actually hurting me on the inside. I have lot's of questions to ask you. But idk why i can't bring myself to ask you what actually happened. It's like when after THAT happened our friendship sunk. I really miss my bestf.

Maybe i'm taking it too seriously but really i do miss my bestf. I really want to know what happened. Sigh. We're not that close anymore and i can really feel the awkwardness between us. What happen to the bestf that was there for me? What happen to the bestf that cheered me up? What happen to the bestf that tell me everything that's bothering you? Sigh.

That's why whenever you're around i'm usually quiet but when you're not around i'm happy. The first day when it was awkward between us, i cried in school but i tried not to show it to you. Cause i don't wanna pressurize you anymore, with the problems you're facing. I don't know whether it's all my fault but i really missed everything that have happened last time.

Sigh, i guess everything and everyone change. All that's left are memories only. I'll be here, you know where to find me bestf.