I rather listen than talk

I miss everything, i'm not gonna lie.

I hate faking my feelings. I really do. But since you're ignoring me, i shall do the same thing. I don't know. I miss everything. I know you noticed this but yeah i've been ignoring you cause i feel like you're ignoring me too. You talk to my friends when i'm not around and when i'm around you're either quiet or walk away. I don't know how long i can keep my feelings tight but i know i'm hurting everyday seeing you pushing this friendship away. You look really happy without me. I'm happy if you're happy although it's hurting me inside.

You know eversince you've pushed me away, all i ever wanted to do was to run up to you, give you a hug and ask you what really happened. But idk. I've lost my courage when you pushed me away. I kept quiet acted like i'm okay, tahan my tears from falling but really i'm just hurt.

I don't think this friendship will go anywhere. I think this is where it ends. Eventhough we're chatting online for FB or Twitter wall-to-wall, i know it won't be the same as before. Why am i even bragging about this? Sigh. It just hurt when you're alone and suddenly all these memories flash through your head and you'll start missing everything that had happen.

I need distractions to make me happy. I just wished you'll drop your act and start showing that you care about me. I know you do, but you're putting your ego above this friendship. Sigh. I better stop about all this and start distracting myself. Exams on Monday and i have not studied a thing about Audio. So i think it's time for me to start studying. Till here then. I shall update later. BYEEEEE! ^^