I rather listen than talk

Karma's a bitch, deal with it.

Hey don't put me as the bad person. In the first all this would not have happen if you're just being yourself. I've never ask you to change for me. Hey, you don't live to please me or anyone else. I have never ask you to suffocate yourself with all this pain, you're just the one who stop sharing and shun yourself from the people who care for you. Everything happens for a reason. Never blame yourself for this. To be fair it's everyone's fault. We put our ego above this friendship. If it's meant to be, it will be. If it's meant not to be then it shall not be.

I feel like i'm a puppet to you. Idk, i still have to fake my smile infront of you. Yes everything might look fine now but i know you are not being you. Idk why you have to change so drastically. Since when have you been pushing yourself this hard? No. Even when you have been aiming for something for such a long time, you have never been this hardcore. I feel like you are trying to push your past away and quickly move to the future. I know you are hiding something. For once stop pretending that you don't care and start acting like you care. Cause for all i know, not everything will continue waiting for the old you. We might leave you like how you leave us. And that day when you'll come to look for us, we might be long gone. For all i know, memories stay but hearts change.

Less than 3 weeks till school reopen and i have still not found an idea for my FYP (M8). Dead scared for now cause i have alot to prepare but then again no idea to begin with. Hoping that i'll at least find an idea before i got to KL, on the 29th. Fingers-cross hope i'll have an idea soon. At least by this Sat an story to begin with.

It's currently 627 in the morning and i'm in CGH taking care of my granny overnight. And i have not been asleep since 5 plus in the afternoon yesterday. So basically i am damn shagged and i'm grumpy. Omg, if i keep this up i think my sleeping timing will get affected. But neh all for granny. Alright till here then. Byeee! ^^