I rather listen than talk

Never take advantage of me, you don't know how mean i can be

Am i being too naive to believe that you have actually change? Idk. Who am i to judge right? And beside i'm just an extra party there or better said an extra. I'm not the main character nor am i the leading actress. So i think whatever i say might not be a good idea. Yes i admit i have limits to my patience. Who doesn't right you tell me. But like seriously you've been testing me, or better, us with all this shits. Kay like i said who am i to judge. But idk, i think i had enough already. Now all i can do is to just keep quiet and let everything flow. If God plans that everything will be alright then so be it. But if God plans that everything ends here and now then so be it. Who are we to stop fate? But we can pave the path that we want.

Anyways, i miss the girls now. It's the hols and it's been a while since i last saw them and yeah their busy with CCA and stuffs. I miss my classmates so so much. And to think i had a dream about them the other day. A very random dream to be exact :/ But yeah i can't wait for school to reopen and meet with them.

We'll start pitching on the first week of school. Which is in a few more weeks and i still have no idea what to pitch for my M8. Yeah i'm in trouble i guess. Hmm, but hopefully i'll figure out something soon though. Basically i'm excited for M8 but at the same time nervous to pitch my idea. Hek, cause i lost my courage a long time ago. And now i'm forcing myself to be brave again.

I miss my bestf. BUT i told myself to forget about my bestf. Since i have other friends who cares about me. Life's been good. Smooth sailing since the start of June, thank god. I just hope it'll be smooth sailing till next month.