I rather listen than talk

My life story all written down

Things won't always go your way. I've been saying this for such a long time already and i'm beginning to feel some what motivated with this sentence. But then again as humans we tend to forget every little things. My life story. Becoming much more hectic with confusion. With busy schedule. With stressful life. With long nights but little sleep. With almost everything. Nothing has been going my way. But thank god August have been a good month for me. No shits just smooth sailing. I hope September would be even better.

Planning for Hari Raya this year have been very dry. I don't feel the excitement anymore cause i've been busy with M8 and school. But i am looking forward for the first day of Hari Raya where, hopefully, all my relatives aunts cousins uncles all can come over my house to celebrate together. To be honest, my room's in a mess cause i don't bother cleaning it up. Study room's another big mess, but then again i don't bother. Because for almost the whole month of Sept, it will be burn for my M8 shoots. Sad much. So which means i can't go out with my friends that much or with my family that much. Unless it doesn't clash with my M8 schedule then it should be okay.

What i've noticed is that, most of my classmates tend to change due to M8. Maybe because it's either they are stressed with M8 or because they just changed. Well idk. Me, myself am not that sure if i have change or not but for all i know is i have been giving my 100% effort for my FYP. Sigh.

I'm honestly confused with what had happened around me. Why so sudden? Are you really sincere? Do you have a motive? Idk. I was shocked plus confused at the same time but i just played along with it. What's really happening? I wished you could trust me to tell me what's on your mind.