I rather listen than talk

Roller coaster Year

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Kay i know the first day was like 3 days ago but i was too busy with school and everything. Anyways, duit collection dah banyak? I only got to enjoy raya on the first day only. 2nd and 3rd day was wasted on M8. Sigh, this year's raya very dry.

Anyways, my September are fully packed right now. All on M8. I need all these to settle fast. Can't cope with anything else. Haven't settle my shits but i'm settling others shits. Seriously, people need to learn to get over their mistakes and learn from it and not put the blame on others. I maybe helping out on other groups but i'm always putting my 100% effort in my group whenever i'm around.

I can't. I know i'm changing because of M8. I know. Im trying to endure all i can but things keeps on bringing me down. Idk how long i can take all these shits. Idk who else to turn too? If only i was really close to this senior of mine then i can like tell her everything. Idk. Why must everyone change? Sigh. I can only rant everything out but not everyone's gonna listen through everything and support me. I'm on my own. I know that i have my crew's support. They have been really helpful. Thanks a lot #IamHooligans

For now i'll keep on giving my poker face. Seriously no use. I can be seriously pissed off and seriously happy. You choose. Don't because of what happen to you, you want me to take over everything? Might as well i take over your role for you too right? Everyone's got their own responsibility to do. Not everyone's got to face with your shits. Don't be selfish, think about others. You have deadlines, i have deadlines too. Think.

So far September's been hell for me :(