I rather listen than talk

It's okay not to be okay

It's been 2 months since i last attended Youth Alive. Damn i miss my classmates so so much. But M8 have been such a rough journey for me. Thank god i have parents that understands how busy i am for my FYP. At least they understand though i feel bad for not attending YA for 2 whole months straight. Which means they paid 2 months school fees for nothing. Sigh.

Life's been fine. Feels like i'm on a rollercoaster. One point of time i was really excited the next i'm really down. I have #IamHooligans who have been with me since day 1 of pre-production till now post-production. One thing i hate about graduation is that i have to leave ITE Simei which means i won't be able to see some of my classmates after that. Sigh, i'll miss them big time especially #IamHooligans <3

I wished i can read people's feelings. It'll be much more simpler. Things have been so complicated. Friends can turn to enemies. People backstab one another. And all those other crazy shits. I've been there for friends but i'm still wondering, who will be there for me if i really need an listening ear and a shoulder to cry on? It's not about the number of friends you have, it's about the number of times they have been there for you. You can have as many friends as you want but will all of them be there for you when you need them? When i wanna tell someone what's been in my heart i feel like i'm disturbing them. Trust? Where's the trust i put in them? Everything seems to be falling apart.