I rather listen than talk

Life is unpredictable

When i'm free, no one's asking me out but when i'm fucking busy, suddenly everyone have plans. Sigh. Unfair life. Seriously. So many plans but sadly i won't be in town to even fucking go for any one of the events. Great. I have a feeling i'll be the first for them to forget about. Life, been living it for 18 years. Getting used to it.

Don't bother. I told you i'm flying off but i know deep down you know how i really feel. After all you know me the best. Wished you show more care and concern but i know you curb your feelings to yourself most. Oh well, both of us are not giving in. I have a feeling one day one of us will regret the decisions we made. But i will miss you the most.

10 November 2011. I don't really know what happen. Didn't had a really good morning to start the day. Went to school as usual. But i guess today's just not my day. Too many negativity happened. My brain's not functioning properly. I day dream way too much today. I was really super blur today. I was awake but my mind's dead. Seriously. Today's just a bad day for me.

Ah damn. They say that when opportunity knocks on your door you should grab it, cause opportunity comes once. Every single time, every time an opportunity came knocking something unexpected happens. Sigh, i'll miss a lot of plans from friends. Why? Why now when i'm beginning to grow closer to them? Life is so unfair. I just hope we'll still be in contact. I'll miss every single one of them. Sigh.

Oh well, goodnight world.