I rather listen than talk

Emotional Tuesday (7 May)

Emotional Tuesday. Today is an emotional tuesday. Woke up with a shocking WhatsApp from a good friend of mine. Hais, i can imagine what she's going through now. 4yrs +++ together and one day she woke up losing him. It's scary how we can lose our loves ones overnight. Seeing her reply our WhatsApp just breaks my heart. Cried when she ask if we have seen her boyf... She's not in stable condition right now. One minute she's accepting the fact and the next she's in dilemma, wanting her boyf back, saying he's otw to fetch her when he's already gone. It really breaks my heart seeing her condition like this. Idk what to do to cheer her up. I just met with him a couple of weeks ago and just got to know he's gone. Innalillah, Md Mifzal. You're in a better place now. Allah loves you more.

I really can't imagine myself losing the people i love. I can't bring myself to even think about it. We always take for granted the ones that we love. Thinking that they'll forever be with us. But age is just a number, Mifzal left at the age of 19. 1 year younger than me, see how young he left us and he's supposed to book in on Thursday. And that scares me. It's mostly a wake up call to all of us. I literally spend my whole day telling people to take care of themselves on the road, riding on the bike especially. I hope i won't lose anyone i love at this period of time.

It's ironic how we were just talking about him yesterday and this happen. We were talking about the past, present and future and when we woke up hearing this news just makes me even more sad. All i want is to meet Aqillah and give her a big hug and tell her to stay strong. With how she replies us in WhatsApp we are really worried if she'll do anything stupid. And it's even ironic when she called me last night at 10 to ask about school stuffs and his voice was in the background disturbing her. That was the last i heard of him :'( I really hope she can pull through this and be strong for herself and for the late Mifzal :(

I'm missing even more people after this happen. I really can't imagine losing anyone. Hope you're happy there now, Mifzal. Now you can look after her and protect her 24/7. RIP Mifzal, you will be missed. Innalillah. Al-Fateha...

The second friend i know to lose someone they love. First was Bob, during Nitec :'(